| It seems that you're keeping me down and it just seems pointless To work this thing out and What's holding me back? A lifelong friendship's not worth it I'll hide this one deep underground Convenience can comfort you now But the words that you said You can never take back and I'm warning you now When you realize you made a mistake I'll be sure to kick you while you're down I gave you this gift...
I gave you this gift (I gave you this gift) Now I'm here alone and I'm paying for it Our light's almost out (Our light's almost out) But I'll smile again the day that you figure out I was all that you had...
Lyrics from a song zenia told me about.
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| don't let a boy build you up with words, because the higher you are, the harder you'll fall. and you will always fall.
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| i am determined not to stay up, and so after this post , i am going STRAIGHT to bed ! :)
i got reminded of something today...
that God is in control of every little thing that goes in this world.
why is it so hard ?
a part of me, is still struggling with seeing the good left in this world, because i always keep getting reminded of how ugly and despicable humans are inside.
but, God is in control.
God is in control.
God is in control.
God is in control.
[SIGH]
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| who am i?
i am sick & tired of trying to
please you.
you are .
impossible.
Every Effort is in vain,
as you dig my hole deeper -
offering false peace,
you hold out your hand,
only to snatch it away
and laugh at my folly.
who are you?
friend or foe,
you are so unclear to me.
you smile so deceitfully,
and i fall into your trap.
you are an
Eccentricity.
A complex web of
Inconsistency
that is impossible for me to solve,
but i can't help but
Love
for you are my "family"
hello selfish.
hello inconsiderate
greetings, self-righteous.
how may you hurt me today?
am i nothing to you,
i ask.
or is there something
you see where i stand -
i am sincerity,
unplanned,
unpremeditated,
honesty.
keep me truthful,
and so swallow your pride
and ignorant ways.
hello blind,
goodbye light.
i must be with my family.
i must walk in the darkness.
i'll just sleep in peace.
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| remember when life was beautiful ?
when hearts rose up in song &
every light was a sunny disposition;
Lord, take me back to that place.
You are beautiful my Sweet Sweet Song.
I will sing again.
i want to sing again.
remember when love was unconditional?
when wrongs seemed but a speck of dust,
to be overlooked, washed over
by Forgiveness -
my weaknesses are revealed;
no more strength,
i can't hang on;
i can't keep standing
but Your love is Strong.
Lord, heal this Brokenness.
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