| | ** most people say that they like my actual blog-type entries than the abstract ones, but sometimes, it's the only way i can express myself;; my apologies.**
sometimes, it upsets me that people don't really know me as well as they think they do & then assume all kinds of things about me...
sometimes, i don't know myself as i want to.
i want to write a song right now ~ but i realized, what good is a song if you can't share it with others? cuz this song i wanna write, shouldn't be shared ... cuz i'm probably the only one who will understand it ...
oh well; free-styling it is my Forte. Here I Go.
"Dedicated [too] You"
my bittersweet
my life-long constant
my near-death experience
& once-in-a-life-time Irreplaceable
my one retreat
my answered prayer
my love that is Unshakeable
i can't stop loving you
even through the stormy blast
the worlds are shaking
realities breaking
black&white
the pictures fading
unchanging is the past
my tears' reservoir
you are
my happy thought
you sit
far into distances
that i can't reach
not even the light
seems to shed hope
on our
Reconciling
your stubborness
your ugly pests my want of truth
your lies lie in your
puffed up chest
you hurt me with
your selfishness.
you speak of Freedom
of Peace & Joy
but you are my bittersweet
you write to "All"
you seek understanding
but you remain my bittersweet
away, suppose is your bitterness
away, you pose is your sweet distress
has faded,
been supressed,
you strive for joy
and happiness
yet you
maim me with your bittersweet.
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