you can't handle the truth ; trust, i'm struggling

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Posted by: sharondanicest Original: 8/13/2009 2:23 AM Views: 6 Comments: 2 eProps: 2 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Thursday, August 13, 2009

you can't handle the truth ; trust, i'm struggling

i'm a big fan of honesty;
go truth, all the way...
but it hurts all the same;
reasons for the cliche -

do you want truth?
do i love you ?
"don't [i]" ?

does that mean -
that broken feeling of
mangled trust -
rusting -
cuz of finished tears -
still running -
the race it should have won.

rigid charity -
it rings with clarity ;
i need to embrace Forgiveness;

but my arms are locked,
it hurts , pinned to my side,
shackles of pride
and your hurtful intentions
have shut off my light

dim-
filled shadows
lurk my airways

i don't know if you'll ever understand
that kind of pain
you put me through -

yet God held my hand,
cuz i did not understand,
no, none of it at all -

i'm sorry
i want to say it
; for my tone,
seeming insincere,

my silent answers
to your blatant awkward
propositions.

it's cuz ur lack of response
has imprisoned me
behind bars of mistrust;
i don't know what to believe anymore;

set me free;
your words are the key;

actions speak louder than words.

Posted 8/13/2009 2:23 AM - 6 Views - 2 eProps - 2 comments